haih....

Nothing but sadness happened today......I was tryin' my hardest to study my god-damned HISTORY!!But it's just like nothin' could ever brain me into it......I could remember nothin' about what I've studied......guess I'm gonna screw my history up....But well,I will never give up until my last breath,I will try my best to work it out.....Since there are still 6 days more to go.....And then got somebody made me sadder,one of my classmates,I asked her for history tips as I'm desperately in need.....I don't really wanna screw my history up...Ya,she did wanna gimme,but then i begged her to type in microsoft words so that it will be much clearer and much more vivid...Well,she refused to do that...So,I also won't get myself to beg her again,I totally got myself out from asking her for tips,I'd rather to depend on my own if I've gotten to beg some fella more than once....That made me realize somethin' though,people will cross the line if they have gotten somethin' good that some other people need or want...They will think that they are very big with somethin' useful on their hands....Haihzzz...Maybe this is what we used to call "realistic" gua....How sad life is??Well,gotta strive harder then....No choice...Lol...I will remember those who have given me a lot of supports,concerns,tolerance,encouragement and help in my heart always....I luv y' all forever and ever.....Muackzzz....Lol...Hahaha...