new poem born~~never was and never will be'~~

after watching brokeback mountain by my all-time most favourite actor,jake gyllenhaal, I feel like we should respect homosexual or bisexual, cuz I finally realized that homosexual love can be that deep and touchin' actually!!!This new poem is an homosexual-love themed poem, and to show my respect to homosexual ppl and love....I decided not to appear in the poem as third party but ' I ' ,there u go!

I wont be the one he's thinkin' at night
She is the one to be his guidin' light
I wont be the one he's gonna hold tight
She is the one to make his love shine bright

A pisces gave me all she can
But I just couldnt be her man
Hurtin' her would be a great plan
If she'd get off the dangerous van

When an argument moved along
No endurance was enough strong
Solitude night was always long
perfect fit for a heartbroken song

Although she had left him behind
She still lived on inside his mind
Love was again bein' so blind
Bacardi he was tryin' to find

The sadness had all reduced him to tear
What he said on the phone aint that clear
The loneliness had all summoned his fear
His tremblin' heart whispered in my ear

I was headin' to his place
But she was at greater pace
I was lookin' at his face
And she was in his embrace

I ended up drinkin' Bacardi alone
Got drunken till sanity was all gone
The wind was warm but I was chilled to bone
Lyin' in the street till the sun had shone

I woke up and saw madonna
She was sleepin' in the sofa
It just sounded like a drama
I knew I was in dilemma

He doesnt wanna be another 'Ennis'
Because she is Juliet and Romeo he is
And the story goes on forever like this
I never was and never will be his