Wednesday, July 12, 2006

the day of ravidran's death!!!

Long time never been updatin' my blog......And there is one thing pushin' me to update my blog which is the death of mr ravidran,although I hate him so much,I never dreamt of hearin' the news like 'he's killed!!',or 'he's dead!!!' or anythin'.....And i never take death as a joke,this is kinda disrespect!!!

It was midnight,I had called it a day since I was off from the work....And all in my mind was 'Tomorrow I'm on leave,should stay up a bit late today!time to get to callin' someone I would like to!!!'..The first one popped up in my mind was my 'Boyfriend',but it was kinda early in msia,supposedly about 8am....He wouldnt have been awake since it was a lovely sunday over there as he didnt have to go to school to face all those unnecessary stress and tension that he shouldnt have been facin' like he used to,so I gave up on that.....And the next pop-up was Kok Cheng,I decided to call him because it had been a long time i never really got contacted with him.....Wonder if he was dead yet?haha...

So,when I gave him a call,and the first thin' i ever heard from him was 'Eh,got the news?ravidran is dead!!!!'....My mind was speakin' out somethin',' Is this some kinda jokes made up by idiots?'.....I asked him,'Where you heard this from?'...'Could it possibly be some typa stupid rumours or prank made by idiots?But doesnt it take too much to make this kinda topic as a joke or prank to be placed on?'...He answered but I found it not helpful at all as he said to me 'I dont know?'....It was sorta shocked me and I was so speechless at that time,so I hung up the call and tryna call someone to discuss about this topic,whether a truth or prank.....So,I gave a ring to soo aun,soo aun told me the same thin'.....And we chatted for quite long,I think...Hmm,maybe almost an hour....And the sky was gettin' brighter,I said 'Omg,it was already 4am here,and I think I'd better go to get a sleep or else would have been shoppin' without energy or self-created word 'energylessly'(maybe it exists in oxford dictionary,but I dont know...haha)?

And before I went to bed,I still was thinkin' of to give a call to my 'boyfriend',overtaken by mind and actions,fingers pressin' the numbers,and never seemed to need to browse thru the phonebook,already be in my mind....Haha...When i called him,he was awake,but unfornately,he gotta attend mr.teng's tuition class...So,just had a few words with him then he gotta get goin' and I gotta get to sleep.....

And few hours later,I was told that the news was true,Mr.ravidran was killed by robbers!!I can tell y' all that I really hate him,but I never dreamt that he will die before I have forgotten him...So,this news was kinda a shock for me.....Well,when this happened,I decided to erase every hatred I summoned in my heart towards mr.ravidran....I dont have to respect him because I never even took a step to disrespect him,and about his death,I really felt so sorry but I understood that he could just never resurrect even if people out there were griefin' for him...So,what I think is I shalln't talk anythin' bad about him...So,for those who hate him,just few words for you,' There is nothin' interestin' to talkin' bad about a man who is dead,whatever y' all might say,he would hear it although sorta spiritually beliefs,dont let him bring the bad words anyone might give him along his way to heaven,just let him rest in peace,that's what we should do!!!'

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