hmmm?
seems like just yesterday I were just startin' to work in happy dragon inn(the chinese restaurant in england that i'm currently workin' at...),but it has already been 4 months and 2 weeks,never thought i have been workin' for almost 5 months,and it is soon the time for me to go home to malaysia....dont know if i will feel so unwillin' to go home by that time?
i have submitted everythin' includin' the deposit to the holborn college that i am goin' to study in either october 2006 or march 2007,just depends on the visa application,and that gotta depend on the home office,see if they will approve my application or fail it.....but i really hope that my request will be approved...
well,within this 4 months++,i really have learnt a lot....the society has really no mercy,ya gotta strive to survive or else ya will end up sufferin' from neverendin' stress.....besides knowin' this cruel truth,i also learnt that there's nothin' to rely on if ya wanna succeed in ya life,only one thin' ya can count on is 'yaself' includin' ya spirit and ya dreams...
the other thin' that kept me goin' is all my close frenz......they really were givin' me lotsa support i have never dreamt to get in uk....Mun kiat,my full-time brotha and my part-time boyfren as well,if ya readin' this,i really wanna thank ya a lot cuz without ya i never really could survive anymore......whenever i am lost,i always tryna remember ya,so that i would have gotten the strength i need eventhough ya not here with me.....really thanks lot....Dave,my only britain fren in uk,although we never met each other before but i know we can really be great frenz and we might just meet up someday like we promised,he's two years younger than me,but he's really lovely...i'm really happy to know ya,i barely know no one in this country,and ya the one givin' me lotsa time to spend with ya eventhough that's just sms or on t-n....haha...lil stuart,the only latino in america that i know on t-n as well,he's really lovely and cute....and open as well...haha...next,lackoo,who i used to call 'big brotha',although nowadays i dont chat with ya much,but i still always miss ya,but i just barely have free time to be in front of computer all the times since my holidays were all used up,now my daily life is just workin',sleepin',workin' sleepin'...hope ya will understand my circumstances over here..hehe..and lastly,mais!!the cool guy on t-n that i dont know what to call him since 'big brotha' is already taken by lackoo....he's really cool and i remember he's just one year older than me,he's a norwegian anyway....i really love y' all so much!!!and the most important thin',T-N,because of ya,i got to know the ppl i never dreamt i would even in future...really thank ya a lot....
for others i didnt mention,do take it personally,y' all know i always luv y' all,but i really dont have much time since this computer is not mine,and my fren is gotta use it soon,so bye and take care till i publish the next post...
i have submitted everythin' includin' the deposit to the holborn college that i am goin' to study in either october 2006 or march 2007,just depends on the visa application,and that gotta depend on the home office,see if they will approve my application or fail it.....but i really hope that my request will be approved...
well,within this 4 months++,i really have learnt a lot....the society has really no mercy,ya gotta strive to survive or else ya will end up sufferin' from neverendin' stress.....besides knowin' this cruel truth,i also learnt that there's nothin' to rely on if ya wanna succeed in ya life,only one thin' ya can count on is 'yaself' includin' ya spirit and ya dreams...
the other thin' that kept me goin' is all my close frenz......they really were givin' me lotsa support i have never dreamt to get in uk....Mun kiat,my full-time brotha and my part-time boyfren as well,if ya readin' this,i really wanna thank ya a lot cuz without ya i never really could survive anymore......whenever i am lost,i always tryna remember ya,so that i would have gotten the strength i need eventhough ya not here with me.....really thanks lot....Dave,my only britain fren in uk,although we never met each other before but i know we can really be great frenz and we might just meet up someday like we promised,he's two years younger than me,but he's really lovely...i'm really happy to know ya,i barely know no one in this country,and ya the one givin' me lotsa time to spend with ya eventhough that's just sms or on t-n....haha...lil stuart,the only latino in america that i know on t-n as well,he's really lovely and cute....and open as well...haha...next,lackoo,who i used to call 'big brotha',although nowadays i dont chat with ya much,but i still always miss ya,but i just barely have free time to be in front of computer all the times since my holidays were all used up,now my daily life is just workin',sleepin',workin' sleepin'...hope ya will understand my circumstances over here..hehe..and lastly,mais!!the cool guy on t-n that i dont know what to call him since 'big brotha' is already taken by lackoo....he's really cool and i remember he's just one year older than me,he's a norwegian anyway....i really love y' all so much!!!and the most important thin',T-N,because of ya,i got to know the ppl i never dreamt i would even in future...really thank ya a lot....
for others i didnt mention,do take it personally,y' all know i always luv y' all,but i really dont have much time since this computer is not mine,and my fren is gotta use it soon,so bye and take care till i publish the next post...
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