Thursday, January 04, 2007

2007?too soon or too slow?

Wow, could never really imagine that I've not been studyin' for one whole year, it's kinda embarrassin' when I see every one attendin' the college or former school for form six....And me? Still wanderin' around? Doin' nothin'? Of course not?!!!!!!!!! I didn't know why I could have wasted lotsa times back in 2006, but all I know is 2007 is surely not goin' to go easy on me....I might really have a tough life, I guess...I don't hope for anythin' extra,just hope to get thru all the "TESTS" and make it all thru the rain....Don't accuse me for bein' greedy! Haha....

Well, I do realize that runnin' away from reality is human nature.In 2006,I'd actually hoped that time could just stop at that moment which I was drowned in happiness that nothin' would seem to go wrong....But that was wrong, absolutely wrong.. Time would still move eventhough we'd want to stop 'em....What to do? If you can't fix it, you gotta stand it.....

On 31st December 2006, history in my life, I went to "The Curve" at Damansara joinin' thousands of people for 2007's countdown, for the first time in my life.Years ago,I never wanted to go because I hate bein' in someplace crowded that my skin couldn't actually take it, so pathetic for gettin' stuck to this lil illness since young when everyone else could have always gone to somewhere they'd like to....As the clock moved "tick tick tack" , people started screamin' "5,4,3,2,1", at the moment, just that moment, I felt like cryin' as I was startin' to fear the comin' of 2007, I really couldn't know what kinda life could 2007 lead me to.....All the anticipation that
I kept for the comin' of 2007 was lost at that moment, what brought it back and stopped me from thinkin' nonsense was the "fireworks"....It was really so beautiful, so fabolous, so gracefully flown into the dark sky, I believed for that duration, the moon was abandoned and put aside as its light could never have brightened up the whole dark sky, the fireworks just appeared to have coloured the "dark and stained" sky and simultaneously, my heart as well....Thanks a lot, fireworks(or The Curve)!!!!

"2007, too soon or too slow?", this question seems to be a lil bit "pointless" since it was already 2007....But it was just a feelin'........

Here I'd like to say goodbye to 2006, the year which gained me the most experience I could never have dreamt to gain...At least, it is a official goodbye message from me to 2006.....And thank you for givin' me the best moments in 2006........

Whatever it may be, for whatever it may await me....All I can do is just waitin' for 'em to come, there's no point bein' afraid of what I can't actually see or predict now.....Whatever, whatever, let it be, just let be.....

And before I would have this posted, I'd like to wish everyone "Happy New Year"......
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